Thanks for your sympathy and good wishes. You guys are a great support. This cycle failure is finally starting to sink in and I'm ashamed to say I broke down in tears on the flight home from our vacation. It's getting to be too much for me to handle. I can't believe I have had 2 failed IVF cycles. I really thought this would be the solution to our problems. I feel like I'm starting to become one of those "veteran" IVF-ers, with many failed cycles, and I'm really losing hope that this will ever happen for us. We're coming up on 4 years of trying to conceive. I just can't believe we're at this point. Everyone I know in real life has gotten pregnant with or without treatment by now. My only friend who did IVF got pregnant on her first try. People are really starting to pity me. It's depressing.
That said, I'm stepping away from the blog and Fertility Friend. I need some time to concentrate on myself and not think about infertility. As happy as I am to see my blog friends and FF buddies get their BFP's, I'm really starting to feel like the person left out of the party. I'll try to comment when I can, but I just need a break from it all.