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Wednesday, August 7, 2013

I'm back! Still infertile!

*Parenting / baby mentioned*

Well, hello there!  Anyone actually out there?  I'm back!  It's been almost a year since my last post, but I thought I'd post an update.  Baby S turned 1 a week and a half ago and is doing great.  He's walking and starting to talk.  An absolute delight.

Those of you who are still struggling to conceive #1, I hereby give you permission to cry me a river, starting now.  We started TTC #2 when S was about 9 months old.  I had the delusion that having S had somehow cured me of infertility, especially seeing several blog and fertility friends get pg naturally after IF.  Yep, you guessed it, still infertile.  The worst part is that these failed attempts have brought back a lot of ugly infertility feelings that I had suppressed since I got pregnant with S.  So, that's been fun.

I'm consulting with the RE on Monday, and we'll go from there.  Not quite ready for IVF #2, but may as well get the show on the road, being that I'm now 35 and the Bunny just turned 42.  I'll let you know how it goes.