First, I appreciate everyone's support through this whole process. You ladies can really relate to what I'm going through, more than anyone I know in "real life." I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for your thoughts, prayers and wonderful comments.
I had a rough day Friday after hearing the news. I got the news while at work, and had to keep myself together until I got home. I already pretty much knew it was over, so it wasn't a total shock. It was hard to break it to the Bunny, but he took it a lot better than I expected. He just comforted me and said we'll have to keep trying. After a lot of tears, now I just feel numb. I know it's not the end of the world. After losing my wonderful Dad at age 22, no other hardship in my life has been as bad as that. So, that helps me put things in perspective.
Now, I need to talk to my clinic to get their point of view on why this failed, especially since it was such a "perfect" cycle. I really like my clinic, but their frozen embryo transfer (FET) results are pretty dismal. There is a much better clinic about 30 minutes away in Philadelphia. So, I may switch clinics for the FET. I'm still waiting for AF to start, but we'd like to do the FET maybe in April or May. We have 5 frozen embies, so hopefully we'll get 2 FET's out of it.