I've had mixed feelings this week about my positive betas and pregnancy. I feel somewhat guilty that this cycle worked out, because I know it hurts as an infertile to see others' successful cycles. I don't want it to seem that I'm bragging or gloating about this outcome. On the other hand, I AM excited that we've gotten this far and want to share these feelings with the community.
To my infertile sisters, I know it stings to see others' BFP's when you're still in the trenches. I've watched countless bloggers and friends around me get pregnant and have babies, and I can totally relate to the pain and loneliness infertility causes. That said, I do plan to post about my pregnancy on this blog. I will totally understand if you want to unsubscribe to the blog and I'll try to be as sensitive and honest as possible. Despite my good news, I am still infertile. I suffered through 4 years of disappointment and failed treatments, and that pain doesn't just go away overnight.